care for me

will you care for me world? oh do you dare?
you're taking a risk for my love to share
i'll push you and pull you, for what i seek to find
this need deep inside me is something divine
created for creator i reach out for love
i scream for it, cry for it, i push, and i shove
i look over there, i run over here
but every direction just leads me to tears
finally i grow weary, my path leads to death
no peace in my heart, no hope, no rest
i lay down to die, broken heart in hand
i've grown hungry and thirsty in this dry weary land
as i drift off to sleep, familiar voice so clear
He's calling my name, gently wiping my tears
i look up to see with one last hope inside
"will you care for me?" i ask one last time
"I AM," He says, "I formed you from dust.
I knit you together, In Me put your trust."
and under His wings i found shelter to heal
now before His thrown on my knees i will kneel
never again will i seek care from another
for You are & have always been my Savior & Father.
SSS

where do you go?

make believe

we create, we dream

is it just imagination

or reality?

to live what we see

do we crave escape

can we live in the moment?

take a breath, contemplate

feel our way through the day

and hope for the best

days like today

are days like the rest

will we go to our place

so secret inside?

with no windows to open

and we can just hide

but troubles, they find us

even there as we sit

our dreams can't save us

and we fill with regret

"if only i'd listened,

and spoken my heart,

to save my troubled mind

where do i start?"

come out from yourself

from your make believe

you must reach for Him

He's your only relief

grab hold don't let go

let Him lead you back home

for His strength is endless

your fate in Him alone.....

you woke up this morning

familiar thoughts filled your mind

but you know what to do

no failure this time

you'll run to His arms

you've learned from before

no escape from reality

your reality, now the Lord

SSS

FEAR

it's crept in to my heart again

i don't know how or even when

i just know that yesterday

i did not feel this way

it makes its journey through my mind

& then in to my heart

i know not where it ends

or how it got its start

i think it made it's strategic move

when i let just one thought in

it took it's residence back up

in familiar places been

how will i ever overcome

this evil little threat?

i must refuse it what it wants,

for in me it seeks death

my only source of strength will come

from creator God himself

He must infiltrate my spirit

with a better kind of health

and as i take a hold of what

He offers me to drink

my fears will go and i'll revive

a spirit new and clean

tonight i take my place in silence

for i'm weary from the day

then close my eyes to site a prayer

for i know not what to say

but God is good He hears my cry

and in his word He says

that i may take my shelter up

and rest my weary head

through this His comfort and his grace

flows freedom full and strong

and once again i fall back in

to his arms where i belong

SSS

beth moore recap II

i had this almost finished when i thought, i better save this to my computer. i highlighted the whole thing and ry hit just the right button to delete it all. i am still too frustrated to begin again right now, but i WILL finish it later today. sorry about the delay