Monday, July 28, 2008

care for me

will you care for me world? oh do you dare?
you're taking a risk for my love to share
i'll push you and pull you, for what i seek to find
this need deep inside me is something divine
created for creator i reach out for love
i scream for it, cry for it, i push, and i shove
i look over there, i run over here
but every direction just leads me to tears
finally i grow weary, my path leads to death
no peace in my heart, no hope, no rest
i lay down to die, broken heart in hand
i've grown hungry and thirsty in this dry weary land
as i drift off to sleep, familiar voice so clear
He's calling my name, gently wiping my tears
i look up to see with one last hope inside
"will you care for me?" i ask one last time
"I AM," He says, "I formed you from dust.
I knit you together, In Me put your trust."
and under His wings i found shelter to heal
now before His thrown on my knees i will kneel
never again will i seek care from another
for You are & have always been my Savior & Father.
SSS

Thursday, July 24, 2008

where do you go?


make believe
we create, we dream
is it just imagination
or reality?

to live what we see
do we crave escape
can we live in the moment?
take a breath, contemplate

feel our way through the day
and hope for the best
days like today
are days like the rest

will we go to our place
so secret inside?
with no windows to open
and we can just hide

but troubles, they find us
even there as we sit
our dreams can't save us
and we fill with regret

"if only i'd listened,
and spoken my heart,
to save my troubled mind
where do i start?"

come out from yourself
from your make believe
you must reach for Him
He's your only relief

grab hold don't let go
let Him lead you back home
for His strength is endless
your fate in Him alone.....
you woke up this morning
familiar thoughts filled your mind
but you know what to do
no failure this time

you'll run to His arms
you've learned from before
no escape from reality
your reality, now the Lord
SSS

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

FEAR




it's crept in to my heart again
i don't know how or even when
i just know that yesterday
i did not feel this way

it makes its journey through my mind
& then in to my heart
i know not where it ends
or how it got its start

i think it made it's strategic move
when i let just one thought in
it took it's residence back up
in familiar places been

how will i ever overcome
this evil little threat?
i must refuse it what it wants,
for in me it seeks death

my only source of strength will come
from creator God himself
He must infiltrate my spirit
with a better kind of health

and as i take a hold of what
He offers me to drink
my fears will go and i'll revive
a spirit new and clean

tonight i take my place in silence
for i'm weary from the day
then close my eyes to site a prayer
for i know not what to say

but God is good He hears my cry
and in his word He says
that i may take my shelter up
and rest my weary head

through this His comfort and his grace
flows freedom full and strong
and once again i fall back in
to his arms where i belong

SSS





Monday, July 7, 2008

beth moore recap II

i had this almost finished when i thought, i better save this to my computer. i highlighted the whole thing and ry hit just the right button to delete it all. i am still too frustrated to begin again right now, but i WILL finish it later today. sorry about the delay

new perspective

If you’ve ever been betrayed by, gossiped about, or bullied by another woman or friend, then I think you’ll easily relate with what I wan...